~~Caznon~~
Sunday, December 13, 2009
乱七八糟~~
现在抽空来这里写也是因为现在的心情很pek cek~~
但没有原因的心理纳闷才是叫人懊恼~~好想骂粗口哦~~现在~~
最近学院的功课忙不在话下,糟的是我选错时侯在这么忙得期间还去参加比赛~自己找来得~再来就是朋友问我“嘉俊啊,你要做工吗?由工介绍你~”结果,我答应了,又要想点法子挤出点时间~~但我没有埋怨,只是最近正的很忙~在家里的时间又没有了~不像以前自由自在了~
说起我的参加的band比赛,我真的学了很多东西~喜欢吉他的我既然打起鼓来~做起drummer~蔡旻佑的“我可以”的节奏,最近都在我的耳边徘徊~完成了Demo~等着成绩~我自己很喜欢~谢谢认识新的人~
说起工作,开始是比较麻烦点的,因为要training,才能开始做着份工~什么工?那就是如果有一天你打电话去云顶热线订房时,或许会听见我的声音~添德,永杨,我不懂我可以做多久哦~~希望不会让你们失望哦~~
上个礼拜五,5E7聚会~我迟了点去,不好意思,我也想早点去的~看见老朋友,好高兴,但没机会一个一个聊聊天~希望下次有机会再搞过~~
最近外公近院了,因为低糖,可是有糖尿病,到最后身体不支进院了~妈妈在两个星期内回去kuching两次~她也生病着,照顾自己啦妈~我也会试下整理家里,但最近真的很忙,回来时家里乱七八糟别怪我哦~~哈哈~~
读起我的部诺格是不是很乱呢?因为现在写着这文章的嘉俊的心情现在很pek cek~别见怪~~
其实还有很多很多事情发生的~~但一时间忘了要写什么~~
想去看戴佩妮的演唱会~找了人但还没买票~糟了~~
Friday, October 23, 2009
终于忘记了
而,我也记得了些东西了。记得我应该做的东西,还有很多要做的事等着我。我也会努力的去完成它们~~
刚才坐在电脑前四五个钟,好浪费时间哦!但发现了好的网站,值得,色情网站?www.wholenote.com。或许你没兴趣但我喜欢啊~~哈哈!想知道是什么?去登陆就可以咯!中病毒不关我事哦!哈哈~
未来的星期我想都会很忙,要开始努力了~之前考试成绩不好,要加油了~也替身边的朋友考到好成绩恭喜下~大家一起加油~
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
只想写东西
今天我失控了~(想做的事)
1.好想她啊!好久没遇到她了,也没有她的消息了~
2.老天爷啊~~可以给我的进步吗?
3.祖辉啊!对不起~我的自闭症又来了~希望你原谅~
4.好想换___啊!明白我的人应该懂什么要换什么~~
5.好想瘦哦~~哈哈~~
6.好想骂粗口哦~~
7.不满意现在的学业,超闷了,无聊~
8.好想旅行哦~~越远越好~~
9.好像约她哦~看场戏也好~~
10.好想做些疯狂的是啊~~~~~比如:三天三夜不回家
Saturday, August 22, 2009
回到过去
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
我还能有什么借口??
累了,倦了,不想再继续了,想放弃了~~
但,看了这影片时,让我觉的,我还有什么借口让自己逃避呢?
如果说累了,那他不就是比我累百倍千倍吗?就算老天不怜悯我们,靠自己的毅力,就算没有条件,但还有能力啊!没有手,他还有脚啊!还有什么能难倒他呢?
哈哈~~只要有心什么事都不会难倒你的,只要你要就去做吧!不要想太多,也不要结果,只要曾经努力做过就行了,当然结果是证明自己努力后的成果~~有的话一定是值得的~~没有的话,继续努力再做下去~~
所以我会努力让自己进步,我还有机会,有条件,有能力,现在不能,但,我相信以后的我能啊~~我现在不够好但我以后一定会好的。虽然我现在学业方面有问题,但不代表以后的我也有问题啊,只要努力,我相信我能改变的,就像他一样~~
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
with or without you
wow~~long time no update my pity blog already...so sorry for you o~~haha~~paiseh~~
actually, there were many things happened recently and want to share but i was really a naturally lazy person,so did nothing at all with my blog~~i promise i will do somethings to u when i free,ok?haha
this time i would like to share to you guys about the video(by sungha jung)...it is damn nice and i really love it very much.hope u like it too~~and,i will go back to my hometown tis coming friday and visit all my relative and hv some trip ,really excited~~hope tat day coming fast fast la~~
it's getting late already but i still no mood go to bed anymore,haizz~~tis few day i went to bed very "early" to sleep, it was about 3++am, sometime like this la~sei lo~getting some problems jor~help help~~
chris~~
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Waiting for you
这次有点失望,因为我比较想弹plucking的,比较有学到东西的。但,偏偏就....哈哈。可是在准备比赛这段期间让我学到很多东西,音准,节拍,技巧,默契,耐心,尊重,还有很多很多的~~很高兴~~我也会继续努力的学习~~
其是,选这首歌背后的意义是我其中一个团员,他想向他的前女友告白。起初我觉得有点牵强,和有点傻,老实说毕竟过去了就过去。但过后和他聊了,发现为了不要再生命当中留下遗憾而做点傻事,有什不对呢?即使为了喜欢的人付出一切,而得不到对方的认同。这值得吗?这是他教我的。不要有所遗憾~~但,我不会懂,因为我不呈拥有过~~
而我希望我们能通过比赛也希望他想的人会出现,给他一首歌的时间弹给她听,因为他和歌名一样“waiting for you”。
也很高兴认识到他们,希望我们的组能顺利晋级啦~~
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
My new friend~~
29/07/2009
昨天下定决心终于买下了新的吉他了,是plug-in的(黑色的),想要很久了。其实,自己已经有了一把了,那把是两年前买的,很喜欢它也超爱它的。忘记为何当初要学了,实在想不起。其间,断断续续学了又停,已有两年了,但还是不怎么样。但我会努力的。
开始时,自己学。然后,去教会学。然后,考试停下来没学。然后,有时在家自己玩玩。结果到头来自己训练成“limited company”。All I know are really limited...paiseh~~
带了它回家后很兴奋,因为想拥有它很久了,但心里总是七上八下的不知要买吗。结果,还是买了。哈哈!!其实我家人还不晓得我买了,是偷偷的去买的~~很鬼祟吧!好像贼似的~~
Seriously,我不懂音乐是什么,也不懂喜不喜欢音乐,只是纯粹学罢了!但我很喜欢我着它的那一刻,时间总是很快过。music is soul? For me, I am not sure yet but I like the time when the moment with them, that's all~~I also wish that I can form a band with my friend for fun one day in future if i were qualify...I'm waiting that day~~
现在我有了两个好朋友了,我要好好珍惜它们,然后把我变成它们最好的朋友,变成我生命的一部分。认识我的朋友有机会弹给你听啦~~我也会练练我的歌声我想应该不会把你吓走吧?哈哈~~
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
HAPPINESS
Recently can't get enough sleep cause i'm losing myself~i am lost~~cause i don't noe what should i do at the moment....haha~but i tell myself i will do it de later~~later!! It's a terrible enemy that always trap me down in my life cause i will do nothing at the end of the time ~~haha~~but i will fix it soon~~
tired + tired = really tired
no sleep + no sleep = dark pouches
However, i am really happy now~~keep adding oil and ready to run and even fly~~
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Gambateh
OMG, i think this blog is only the place where given me a space to loud out my troubles...really pity~~
haiz~chris,hope you can fast fast overcome all your problems and have a happy time...
i really hope to have some changes in my academic, i should always remind myself don't be lazy and keep hard working,now is not secondary already....i should manage my time regularly and utilize all my precious time don't give any reasons to make myself regret in future..
What ability do i have? This is the question for me recently..i really don't know what i have but i will try to find it...i'll try hard~~gambateh~~
Also for all my friends, gambateh to all of you whenever encounter problems in your life, take a deep breath and go through it. It is the best way to welcome the challenge and remember don't let them fail you down.okay? (i hope that i can do it)cheer up together~~
chris
Monday, June 22, 2009
回不去的回忆
Friday, June 19, 2009
come on make some changes~~
Good Listener and Follower~~
Weakness....
Poor Communication~~
Can a follower becomes a leader?
Can a poor communication guy becomes a fluent speaker?
That's the question in my bottom of heart~
Can I make changes to myself?
Can I make some differences from now on?
Or I'm just standing there and thinking only...
However,I'll try lah~~Try to make some difference~
First of all, I've to set up my mind before doing anything or no i will always in failure...
chris~~~
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Words to myself
Strength? Have I got any strength? Maybe the answer is yes, but i don't realise it at the moment...
Weakness? yup~~ I've got a lot of weaknesses....
Then what shall I do with my weaknesses~~
The only way is recognize it and correct it quickly. There is no alternative way when you want to correct your weakness...This was what i feel after having an interview with the accouting society(I was accidently get involve in it). I was really down that day after interview cause my english is really bad. Maybe i seldom use it and i am no used to speak in english. That is the problem and the greatest weakness for me..
In a other hand, what is my strength?Haha~~I've really thought for a long time~~but still have no answer for it~~Maybe the final answer is I will try hard to correct all my weaknesses..
From now on, i don't want to give any excuses to myself whenever encounter the difficults...I will try to solve it such as try to speak in english eventhough my mother tongue is mandarin....
haha~~hoping that i will not give up easily because there still have a long way to go through~~
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
HELP
最近真的有点怕上课,因为一上课,那些讲师就会无端端给你“惊喜”。
“You have to do an assignment and pass it up at week......”,
“You have to make some presentation for....”,
和很多的很多~~听了都怕了~~一样assignment已经很麻烦了。现在还没有做完一样,你又给多一样。真的叫人救命~~
暂时,还不习惯学院的生活,因为很不习惯一切。但,还是要加油啊!不然,就白白浪费时间了~~
好了,又要开始努力了~~加油加油~~
Monday, June 15, 2009
现在的心情
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
但,人不能时时刻刻都提高警惕的吧!这是我想的~
因为就算平时再怎么小心,意外发生时,也避不了的~~
在这里希望那孩子的父母别难过~~
意外我们没办法避免,但我们有能力减少它的发生~
事情的发生在于我们,我们可以将问题变成不是问题了~~
只要你相信~~
Monday, May 11, 2009
我的部落格
每次当有很多话想说,打开这部落格,又不知要写什么了~
老实说,部落格里的草稿已有四篇了。但,每次都没有都没办法写完。因为有些是不想有人知道的,有些是写到一半时就没有心写下去了~所以看会头,我的部落格还蛮冷清的~~哈哈~~
有时会佩服一些人的部落格,他们很有毅力,生活发生什么事就写什么,也许是他们有倾诉的对象吧!但我似乎没有,我想不到一个人吧!能与我分享的人~~
我不是一个经常跟自己对话的人,所以这部落格应该可以是一个让我做借镜的地方,让我看看不同时候的我吧!
有时,我会去看看有些人的部落格。觉得很有趣,他们有他们的故事,在那里,可以看到不是平时的他们~文笔有很好也有弱的,但全都是他们的心底话~
有人说“口说出心里话”。但我想“部落格也能说出心底话”
我少写的原因或许也因为我的生活没他们那么精彩吧!他们每天似乎有很多不同的趣事等待着他们~~而我的趣事看来没那么多吧!
但我想,我现在应该开始会努力去寻找吧!不然,以后在我生命找不到东西跟人分享了~~~
但,你会是哪个愿意看我的故事的人吗?
不晓得!
但,我会去寻找愿意看我故事的人想知道我的人~
如果你是那个人,很希望你能留言,至少能让我察觉你的存在~
让我写时,有个对象,不然会很闷的叻!!
哈哈!开完笑的~就算现在没人看到,至少我自己看到吧~~