回到过去

那里的fun fair~~

猜到那个是我吗？哈哈~~

戴口罩理发？奇怪~~（哥，姐，表弟，我）

那里的巴刹~~

好久没骑脚车了~

我和我姐~~

上个星期五，回了家乡Bintulu，看了亲戚，回到以前留下过的痕迹，骑着脚车，看见了那些旧商店，仍然还在，只是多了许多新的店，新的建筑物。老实说，我还真是很久没骑了~~

虽然去的那几天都下了几场大雨，但，心里总觉得那里的天空显得特别的蓝，特别的舒服，毕竟过去总是好的~~

回想起，已经有六，七年没回去了~~感觉上那里没变，变的只是心情，看的东西也不一样了~~也好怀念以前骑着脚车，这里走，那里走的回忆~~那时的我要求的东西总是很少，可以说是那时的我没有要求吧~没要求的人总是容易满足和开心~~很久没有这样的心情了~~

记得，阿姨拿了一张我和表弟七年前的照片拍的照片，比较下，我们还真的是长大了也，表弟也比我高了，应该是我没长高吧~~哈哈~

在那里时，出奇的，我，过会正常的生活了，生活过得很正常了，早睡，早起。在KL住了那么久，还真的是每天“早睡，早起呢！”哈哈~~

很可惜，那几天很少拍到照，没有留住那些回忆~~超可惜的~哈哈~~好在阿姨那里有帮我们拍到一些照片~~

其实还有很多回忆和趣事要写的，但，懒惰的我，在这，想跟你说，我写完了~~哈哈~~

我还能有什么借口？？

累了，倦了，不想再继续了，想放弃了~~

但，看了这影片时，让我觉的，我还有什么借口让自己逃避呢？

如果说累了，那他不就是比我累百倍千倍吗？就算老天不怜悯我们，靠自己的毅力，就算没有条件，但还有能力啊！没有手，他还有脚啊！还有什么能难倒他呢？

哈哈~~只要有心什么事都不会难倒你的，只要你要就去做吧！不要想太多，也不要结果，只要曾经努力做过就行了，当然结果是证明自己努力后的成果~~有的话一定是值得的~~没有的话，继续努力再做下去~~

所以我会努力让自己进步，我还有机会，有条件，有能力，现在不能，但，我相信以后的我能啊~~我现在不够好但我以后一定会好的。虽然我现在学业方面有问题，但不代表以后的我也有问题啊，只要努力，我相信我能改变的，就像他一样~~

with or without you

wow~~long time no update my pity blog already...so sorry for you o~~haha~~paiseh~~

actually, there were many things happened recently and want to share but i was really a naturally lazy person,so did nothing at all with my blog~~i promise i will do somethings to u when i free,ok?haha

this time i would like to share to you guys about the video(by sungha jung)...it is damn nice and i really love it very much.hope u like it too~~and,i will go back to my hometown tis coming friday and visit all my relative and hv some trip ,really excited~~hope tat day coming fast fast la~~

it's getting late already but i still no mood go to bed anymore,haizz~~tis few day i went to bed very "early" to sleep, it was about 3++am, sometime like this la~sei lo~getting some problems jor~help help~~

chris~~

Waiting for you

最近，参加了一个music society的mini band competition。也为了这比赛练习了很多次，也花了很多时间，其实我只是take part in bass guitar而已，没什么可以练习，只需要培养默契罢了~~这次比赛的歌是"waiting for you" by anson wu....


这次有点失望，因为我比较想弹plucking的，比较有学到东西的。但，偏偏就....哈哈。可是在准备比赛这段期间让我学到很多东西，音准，节拍，技巧，默契，耐心，尊重，还有很多很多的~~很高兴~~我也会继续努力的学习~~


其是，选这首歌背后的意义是我其中一个团员，他想向他的前女友告白。起初我觉得有点牵强，和有点傻，老实说毕竟过去了就过去。但过后和他聊了，发现为了不要再生命当中留下遗憾而做点傻事，有什不对呢？即使为了喜欢的人付出一切，而得不到对方的认同。这值得吗？这是他教我的。不要有所遗憾~~但，我不会懂，因为我不呈拥有过~~


而我希望我们能通过比赛也希望他想的人会出现，给他一首歌的时间弹给她听，因为他和歌名一样“waiting for you”。

也很高兴认识到他们，希望我们的组能顺利晋级啦~~

My new friend~~

29/07/2009
昨天下定决心终于买下了新的吉他了，是plug-in的(黑色的),想要很久了。其实，自己已经有了一把了，那把是两年前买的，很喜欢它也超爱它的。忘记为何当初要学了，实在想不起。其间，断断续续学了又停，已有两年了，但还是不怎么样。但我会努力的。

开始时，自己学。然后，去教会学。然后，考试停下来没学。然后，有时在家自己玩玩。结果到头来自己训练成“limited company”。All I know are really limited...paiseh~~

带了它回家后很兴奋，因为想拥有它很久了，但心里总是七上八下的不知要买吗。结果，还是买了。哈哈！！其实我家人还不晓得我买了，是偷偷的去买的~~很鬼祟吧！好像贼似的~~

Seriously,我不懂音乐是什么，也不懂喜不喜欢音乐，只是纯粹学罢了！但我很喜欢我着它的那一刻，时间总是很快过。music is soul? For me, I am not sure yet but I like the time when the moment with them, that's all~~I also wish that I can form a band with my friend for fun one day in future if i were qualify...I'm waiting that day~~

现在我有了两个好朋友了，我要好好珍惜它们，然后把我变成它们最好的朋友，变成我生命的一部分。认识我的朋友有机会弹给你听啦~~我也会练练我的歌声我想应该不会把你吓走吧？哈哈~~

HAPPINESS

haha~~2day realy happy cause i fix my problem jor~~my laptor can online jor~~haha~i am really damn happy cause i am a idiot in computer but i fix it by my own~~For my router, i went to lowyat purposely to check it out wat is the problem with my router with my sister today 6.00pm after finishing my class at college,actually i was damn tired already but never mind la..cause all my hardness pay back finally..it's worth...it made me and my sister back home late at about 10.30pm at night....haha~~really tired and my eyes were almost closed when i got back home~~

Recently can't get enough sleep cause i'm losing myself~i am lost~~cause i don't noe what should i do at the moment....haha~but i tell myself i will do it de later~~later!! It's a terrible enemy that always trap me down in my life cause i will do nothing at the end of the time ~~haha~~but i will fix it soon~~


tired + tired = really tired
no sleep + no sleep = dark pouches

However, i am really happy now~~keep adding oil and ready to run and even fly~~

Gambateh

I am really exhausted recently due to my heavy assignments..but honestly, i thought i did nothing at all with them...because i still got a lot of work haven't done yet...what am i busy with? I really don't understand and comprehend at all~~haizz~~maybe, i still need a long time to discover adn solve my problemsss...however, i will try to utilize my time properly and i will learn to learn

OMG, i think this blog is only the place where given me a space to loud out my troubles...really pity~~

haiz~chris,hope you can fast fast overcome all your problems and have a happy time...
i really hope to have some changes in my academic, i should always remind myself don't be lazy and keep hard working,now is not secondary already....i should manage my time regularly and utilize all my precious time don't give any reasons to make myself regret in future..


What ability do i have? This is the question for me recently..i really don't know what i have but i will try to find it...i'll try hard~~gambateh~~

Also for all my friends, gambateh to all of you whenever encounter problems in your life, take a deep breath and go through it. It is the best way to welcome the challenge and remember don't let them fail you down.okay? (i hope that i can do it)cheer up together~~

chris