HAPPINESS

haha~~2day realy happy cause i fix my problem jor~~my laptor can online jor~~haha~i am really damn happy cause i am a idiot in computer but i fix it by my own~~For my router, i went to lowyat purposely to check it out wat is the problem with my router with my sister today 6.00pm after finishing my class at college,actually i was damn tired already but never mind la..cause all my hardness pay back finally..it's worth...it made me and my sister back home late at about 10.30pm at night....haha~~really tired and my eyes were almost closed when i got back home~~

Recently can't get enough sleep cause i'm losing myself~i am lost~~cause i don't noe what should i do at the moment....haha~but i tell myself i will do it de later~~later!! It's a terrible enemy that always trap me down in my life cause i will do nothing at the end of the time ~~haha~~but i will fix it soon~~


tired + tired = really tired
no sleep + no sleep = dark pouches

However, i am really happy now~~keep adding oil and ready to run and even fly~~

Gambateh

I am really exhausted recently due to my heavy assignments..but honestly, i thought i did nothing at all with them...because i still got a lot of work haven't done yet...what am i busy with? I really don't understand and comprehend at all~~haizz~~maybe, i still need a long time to discover adn solve my problemsss...however, i will try to utilize my time properly and i will learn to learn

OMG, i think this blog is only the place where given me a space to loud out my troubles...really pity~~

haiz~chris,hope you can fast fast overcome all your problems and have a happy time...
i really hope to have some changes in my academic, i should always remind myself don't be lazy and keep hard working,now is not secondary already....i should manage my time regularly and utilize all my precious time don't give any reasons to make myself regret in future..


What ability do i have? This is the question for me recently..i really don't know what i have but i will try to find it...i'll try hard~~gambateh~~

Also for all my friends, gambateh to all of you whenever encounter problems in your life, take a deep breath and go through it. It is the best way to welcome the challenge and remember don't let them fail you down.okay? (i hope that i can do it)cheer up together~~

chris

回不去的回忆

好久没回去中华了，昨天回去，勾起了点点的回忆。。。

每次都很难找到借口回去看看，就曾着学校搞义卖会，回去看看下~~

半年没回去了，学校都没什么变到，但，人都不一样了。全部的面都变得好陌生了。

哈哈~~好在还有些认识的老师，顿时变得有归属感了。

昨天，载了祖辉很文馨后就去了中华。。到了那里看到满多人下。。原来那天也是开放日。。就奇怪。。中华的学生几时变得那么踊跃了。。星期天都来呢？原来原来。。要是换了是以前的我。。绝不会来。。哈哈~~

到了那里，我和辉去男厕所，看到奇观，里面怎么会有女生的？哈哈~~还在那里和男的一起抽烟~~我和辉真是无言~~拜托前世没抽过烟吗？

不理了~~然后就和他们去走走看看，在那里也看到很多毕业的学生回去~~想必他们也想念中华吧！哈哈~~过后就去食堂那里，坐回经常坐的老地方~~聊下天又去走走找老师，回去以前的班上看看~~

好怀念以前破旧的桌子，在上面做功课，睡觉。。哈哈~~

然后，去找以前的老师聊聊~~好在她们还记得5e7~~哈哈~~

过后，就去看良建，凯杰他们玩游戏~~诶！你们老了也~~还在玩游戏~~哈哈~~

其实，印象中去年比较多人，今年好像很少，或许是看到很多不认识的人吧~~

真的有点怀念，但，现在有现在的生活，回忆以前的回忆，也没用了~倒不如将它藏在心里好好回忆吧~~再不舍也要学会放下~以前没有好好把握~~中华加油~~

嘉俊~~

come on make some changes~~

Strength....
Good Listener and Follower~~

Weakness....
Poor Communication~~

Can a follower becomes a leader?
Can a poor communication guy becomes a fluent speaker?
That's the question in my bottom of heart~
Can I make changes to myself?
Can I make some differences from now on?

Or I'm just standing there and thinking only...
However,I'll try lah~~Try to make some difference~
First of all, I've to set up my mind before doing anything or no i will always in failure...

chris~~~

Words to myself

That's a problem when answering these questions. I am totally a person who don't comprehend himself. How can I answer these questions?

Strength? Have I got any strength? Maybe the answer is yes, but i don't realise it at the moment...

Weakness? yup~~ I've got a lot of weaknesses....

Then what shall I do with my weaknesses~~

The only way is recognize it and correct it quickly. There is no alternative way when you want to correct your weakness...This was what i feel after having an interview with the accouting society(I was accidently get involve in it). I was really down that day after interview cause my english is really bad. Maybe i seldom use it and i am no used to speak in english. That is the problem and the greatest weakness for me..

In a other hand, what is my strength?Haha~~I've really thought for a long time~~but still have no answer for it~~Maybe the final answer is I will try hard to correct all my weaknesses..

From now on, i don't want to give any excuses to myself whenever encounter the difficults...I will try to solve it such as try to speak in english eventhough my mother tongue is mandarin....

haha~~hoping that i will not give up easily because there still have a long way to go through~~

HELP

糟了~~坐在书桌呆了很久，还没有把功课赶完。怎么办？救命啊！明天就要交了。答案是-赶快做咯~~（糟了！自己跟自己对起话来）

最近真的有点怕上课，因为一上课，那些讲师就会无端端给你“惊喜”。

“You have to do an assignment and pass it up at week......”,
“You have to make some presentation for....”,

和很多的很多~~听了都怕了~~一样assignment已经很麻烦了。现在还没有做完一样，你又给多一样。真的叫人救命~~

暂时，还不习惯学院的生活，因为很不习惯一切。但，还是要加油啊！不然，就白白浪费时间了~~

好了，又要开始努力了~~加油加油~~

现在的心情

最近心情不是很好，起伏很大，有时会觉得现在不错，有时却觉得自己很没用，一无是处，或许是现在的生活开始变了，变得不再像从前那样了。我记得我以前比较不会为了烦而烦，但我最近真的很烦，也担心起来了。

学院的生活让我好不习惯，也许是我还不适应吧!以前做工时想要读书，读书时又想要做工。也许我是一个不知足的人也不是一个安于现状的人。不懂我自己。

学院的生活，让有觉得每件事都得靠自己，没有别人会像中学时有人在旁照顾你了。要学会长大了。希望我能快点适应吧！祝福我！

但，最近心情也有好了些。因为还有帮好朋友在身旁，关心关心下，也要对他们说声谢谢。其实，我还蛮难想象有人会为我庆祝生日。因为我自认我不是一个好朋友。但还是谢谢你们啦~~

对不起每次都向你们放飞机，爽约。哈哈我也很开心朋友聚聚聊天的时候，也谢谢你们陪我度过我的十九岁，让我的十九岁没有白白流过~

和你们里聚聚后，在不好的心情也变好了~~谢谢你们~~

最近又有了那个感觉了，以前呈对她有好感的，但也许是不会表达吧！总是错过很多很多。也后悔没有像她表白。也许是害怕，害怕自做多情。因为害怕所以就没勇气说出口。干脆说我是个没用鬼吧~~因为我就是。很久没有看到她了，也没有听到与她有关的消息，也许她不知道有个像我这样的傻瓜在想她，也许我不配~~很多的也许~~但，给我多一次机会的话，我想我一定会把握，但只可惜没有这机会了~~