回不去的回忆

好久没回去中华了，昨天回去，勾起了点点的回忆。。。

每次都很难找到借口回去看看，就曾着学校搞义卖会，回去看看下~~

半年没回去了，学校都没什么变到，但，人都不一样了。全部的面都变得好陌生了。

哈哈~~好在还有些认识的老师，顿时变得有归属感了。

昨天，载了祖辉很文馨后就去了中华。。到了那里看到满多人下。。原来那天也是开放日。。就奇怪。。中华的学生几时变得那么踊跃了。。星期天都来呢？原来原来。。要是换了是以前的我。。绝不会来。。哈哈~~

到了那里，我和辉去男厕所，看到奇观，里面怎么会有女生的？哈哈~~还在那里和男的一起抽烟~~我和辉真是无言~~拜托前世没抽过烟吗？

不理了~~然后就和他们去走走看看，在那里也看到很多毕业的学生回去~~想必他们也想念中华吧！哈哈~~过后就去食堂那里，坐回经常坐的老地方~~聊下天又去走走找老师，回去以前的班上看看~~

好怀念以前破旧的桌子，在上面做功课，睡觉。。哈哈~~

然后，去找以前的老师聊聊~~好在她们还记得5e7~~哈哈~~

过后，就去看良建，凯杰他们玩游戏~~诶！你们老了也~~还在玩游戏~~哈哈~~

其实，印象中去年比较多人，今年好像很少，或许是看到很多不认识的人吧~~

真的有点怀念，但，现在有现在的生活，回忆以前的回忆，也没用了~倒不如将它藏在心里好好回忆吧~~再不舍也要学会放下~以前没有好好把握~~中华加油~~

嘉俊~~

come on make some changes~~

Strength....
Good Listener and Follower~~

Weakness....
Poor Communication~~

Can a follower becomes a leader?
Can a poor communication guy becomes a fluent speaker?
That's the question in my bottom of heart~
Can I make changes to myself?
Can I make some differences from now on?

Or I'm just standing there and thinking only...
However,I'll try lah~~Try to make some difference~
First of all, I've to set up my mind before doing anything or no i will always in failure...

chris~~~

Words to myself

That's a problem when answering these questions. I am totally a person who don't comprehend himself. How can I answer these questions?

Strength? Have I got any strength? Maybe the answer is yes, but i don't realise it at the moment...

Weakness? yup~~ I've got a lot of weaknesses....

Then what shall I do with my weaknesses~~

The only way is recognize it and correct it quickly. There is no alternative way when you want to correct your weakness...This was what i feel after having an interview with the accouting society(I was accidently get involve in it). I was really down that day after interview cause my english is really bad. Maybe i seldom use it and i am no used to speak in english. That is the problem and the greatest weakness for me..

In a other hand, what is my strength?Haha~~I've really thought for a long time~~but still have no answer for it~~Maybe the final answer is I will try hard to correct all my weaknesses..

From now on, i don't want to give any excuses to myself whenever encounter the difficults...I will try to solve it such as try to speak in english eventhough my mother tongue is mandarin....

haha~~hoping that i will not give up easily because there still have a long way to go through~~

HELP

糟了~~坐在书桌呆了很久，还没有把功课赶完。怎么办？救命啊！明天就要交了。答案是-赶快做咯~~（糟了！自己跟自己对起话来）

最近真的有点怕上课，因为一上课，那些讲师就会无端端给你“惊喜”。

“You have to do an assignment and pass it up at week......”,
“You have to make some presentation for....”,

和很多的很多~~听了都怕了~~一样assignment已经很麻烦了。现在还没有做完一样，你又给多一样。真的叫人救命~~

暂时，还不习惯学院的生活，因为很不习惯一切。但，还是要加油啊！不然，就白白浪费时间了~~

好了，又要开始努力了~~加油加油~~

现在的心情

最近心情不是很好，起伏很大，有时会觉得现在不错，有时却觉得自己很没用，一无是处，或许是现在的生活开始变了，变得不再像从前那样了。我记得我以前比较不会为了烦而烦，但我最近真的很烦，也担心起来了。

学院的生活让我好不习惯，也许是我还不适应吧!以前做工时想要读书，读书时又想要做工。也许我是一个不知足的人也不是一个安于现状的人。不懂我自己。

学院的生活，让有觉得每件事都得靠自己，没有别人会像中学时有人在旁照顾你了。要学会长大了。希望我能快点适应吧！祝福我！

但，最近心情也有好了些。因为还有帮好朋友在身旁，关心关心下，也要对他们说声谢谢。其实，我还蛮难想象有人会为我庆祝生日。因为我自认我不是一个好朋友。但还是谢谢你们啦~~

对不起每次都向你们放飞机，爽约。哈哈我也很开心朋友聚聚聊天的时候，也谢谢你们陪我度过我的十九岁，让我的十九岁没有白白流过~

和你们里聚聚后，在不好的心情也变好了~~谢谢你们~~

最近又有了那个感觉了，以前呈对她有好感的，但也许是不会表达吧！总是错过很多很多。也后悔没有像她表白。也许是害怕，害怕自做多情。因为害怕所以就没勇气说出口。干脆说我是个没用鬼吧~~因为我就是。很久没有看到她了，也没有听到与她有关的消息，也许她不知道有个像我这样的傻瓜在想她，也许我不配~~很多的也许~~但，给我多一次机会的话，我想我一定会把握，但只可惜没有这机会了~~